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Name: RJ
Location: Champaign-Urbana, Illinois, United States
Gender: Male


Interests: Basically trying to find anwsers to all the questions i have.......Figure out how to live my life according to how it was laid down for me........Becomming the man my grandma wanted me to be..
Expertise: Being A Good Friend.....Not holding grudges.....Being Overly friendly......The Biggest Flirt......A good kisser?.......Basically Being ME
Occupation: Inspiring Vet.
Industry: God's


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Yahoo: Only_Cletus


Member Since: 12/1/2005

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Thursday, October 08, 2009

My Life

Well basically my life is made of of three things...
1)My awesome girlfriend Meghan Sue Kessler
2)School and Figuring out where my future is taking me
3)Bowling

Well there is more than that but those are the three main things as of now.Meghan and I have been dating for almost 7months now and yes we have our down falls but its a great relationship.I mean who doesnt fight and then make amends.Plus shes about the same height and a big girl so she can pull her own when we wrestle.I mean we have a very physical relationship in a good way we play fight all the time and I just love spending as much time as possible with her.I maybe be moving to Indiana pretty soon just to be closer to her and get the hell away from my aunt and outta Urbana/Champagin IL.So yeah...Anyways Im bowling again and doing a lot better than recent years and we got a new member to This End Up.Mike.Who is actually Jessica(Smooth) boyfriend and he is awesome.Lol.Plus bowling with them again is just the highlight of my week.Except going to see Meghan.Sorry Boo Boo.Well school has had its major ups and downs with me.Mostly downs but the classes I have left I love.So there is an up.Basically Im just living my normal life and trying to find a job.Well I think Im in love once again but this one is different it has more things that I dont want to lose.I dont know its hard to explain.I Love her thats the bottom line.Well thats it for now.


Thursday, February 05, 2009

Life

Well here's an update on my life thus far. So first is that Ive been in a relationship with my current girlfriend for almost a year and 6 months.That's actually a record for me to be honest usually they don't even last that long.Anyways the truth is that I couldn't be any happier at this moment.Second is the fact that i got my Fin Aid back this semester which is a plus because I lost it and whatnot. The downfall is that my aunt is being a prude and making me pay her back for the tuition she paid so i could keep my classes now that sounds logical but since I lost it i didnt get as much refund as usual so having to pay her back left me with nearly any money so I have to budget to the extreme. Also school related wise in the fall i plan to transfer to EIU hopefully so thats a plus I guess.Third Ive done somethings that Im not to happy about and I always want to tell somebody but Id rather not becasue they are something that you should really keep to yourself until the right time comes or whatever.Fourth is that I cant wait for league to start because I Miss Bowling so much. Last but not the least and the one that has made my life a stressful living hell. New Years even party last year was a mario cart party again and it was all fun and games going on. Jamie Christina Donavan was a girl that came to the party with somebody else and whatnot so i didnt know her o me being me I did what i do.Smacked her on the ass.No harm right.Well so it happens that after she left the party she went to the ER.Why? because she ate something she was allergic to at the party before I slapped her.So somehow at the ER they saw her ass which had bruises on it from me(which i was sorry for) but I get a call saying a cop is looking for me because I got charged with a simple battery assualt.So yeah after talking to the cop I had to appear in court and what not in Feb.So that stressed me out beyond all means.So the time comes for me 2 go to court.So i get there and wait for something to happen(thinking its jus gonna be me and the judge and someboyd else)Then a lady cop comes and ask if i had an attoreny or did i want one appointed to me and I had to sign something so i would go to jail right then and there.So yeah this was an actual courtroom and I had to wait my turn to go up and find out what was going to happen to me.So when my name was finally called I go up there get an public defender appointed to me and then the judge reads of the charges. 2 FUCKING battery charges.WTF!!!!!!!!!!!.I was only aware of 1.The second one was for provoking or some shit like that.So now I have to go back in March to hopefully solve this crap.OOn top of that I can no longer hang with my group of friends because i cant have any contact what so ever with her.So yeah thats my life in a bottle.It hasnt even begun yet.


Thursday, January 15, 2009

Paranoia

Well basically Im paranoid that my girlfriend is cheating on me.Why?..Idk..Cause she texting all these guys and just some stuff she been doing seems really shady.She keeps saying that she loves me and im the only one for her and stuff but who knows.Seems like we have been growing distant or maybe Im just being retareded or something.Oh well..Just need to get this stuff down and stuff..Anyways.Later.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XANGA IS MAKING A COMEBACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Blah Blah

Well basically I have nothing to really write about...im just bored because my girlfriend has sent me any messages on facebook.....Now thats sad because its almost the highlight of my day...lol..Not really but you know what Im saying...So life is going pretty intresting as of now....I have a gay rent a car now that totally cramps my style and stuff....One of my best friends is leaving and pursing his dream as a music band thingy type thing...But anywayz yeah he is moving to Wisconsin to be with his so called new band so yeah thats very intresting...but anywayz I think that its prolly for the best I mean he wasnt gonna do anything with his life here so the next best thing is to move on and stuff....So yeah its almost 7 months that Shauna and I have been together....7 months..Its crazy without any problems or major fights or anything its amazing...But yeah thats basically it I miss my car and I miss my Shauna....She going through some tough times with her friends and stuff but I tried to tell her it was bound to happen but she really didnt wanna listen me...but hopefully everything works out for the best for her....But hey who knows....Anywho school is school..Enough said....Its the SSDD basically to sum it all up...But yeah anywayz.....Well im gonna get going because I really have nothing else to say.



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